Jealousy

i'm not jealous with your money because i knew it is from your dad.

i'm not jealous with your clothes and jeweleries because i knew i am comfortable with mine.

i'm not jealous with car and house u own because i knew i cannot afford for it and i am grateful with what i have.

i'm jealous with you because you are living with your family here.

i miss my happy time with my family. miss them so much. talk trough phone wasn't enough.

i thought i can survive this festive season without my family but damn i feel all alone.