about this cool-nice-gothic-template

taken from internet. you can see the link down below of this page. hihi cool huh. my old template is too classic.

i love artistic. my new profession, underwater modeling. thanks to my friend...introduce this to me. hahaha....by the way this is not my pic obviously!!!

selfish

ape kah itu selfish? sebenarnya kita mmg dilahirkn dgn sifat pentingkn diri sendiri. yes btul in our culture sifat bertolak ansur mmg wujud. tpi conflict dalaman mmg ade jgn di nafikn.

contoh selfish (the nearest example : me myself and i)

1. kite selalu pau org len punye....tpi bile org pau yg kite nye cam xbest. nape die nie lebey2..agak2 la

2. slalu ase diri dianiayai + dikianati + di watsoeva...unpleasant feeling la. padahal kite yg selfish xnk masuk geng nk ikut kepale sndiri

3. give less but want more. wat cincai2 je report tpi nk marks tinggi2.

4. pelik dgn org len yg spastic. tpi kite lebey kurang je

5. bercinte nk bf layan cam princess 24/7

6. shopping nk branded tpi nk murah2

7. salu pasan kite lebey.

8. menunjuk2....tpi bagi saye xde la...kesederhanaan itu best.

9. keje nk suh org tgk wooowwww....tpi bkn kite wat pn. copy paste internet= 'PLAGIARISM'

10. salu menysah kn parents.....boros hish3

11. aaa byk lgy

now i'm growing older...selfish is important, sometimes. why? xkan nk jadi pak turut.... we have to stand by our own feet. making decision is not easy as it is....hv to think about the future o maybe present , it may reflect us. being mature or not.

yeah shit things happen, its normal. baru mencabar minda.....hidup kene la ade naik turun kn

what comes around goes around

neh...membebel je keje i

anyway give more love and dont expect anything in return. it will gv u peace of mind.

but it not easy dowh. ~_~

UTP UTP UTP

apakah sgt di banggakn dgn utp?

ufo?
acad complex?
pacik guard???

i am so tired with utp actually. final year bukan la sehappy moment+best n leisure bagaikan di war-war kn. everyday is a hectic day for you if you are in the final year. tipu la kalu ade org membanggakn waktu free nyer mmg memanjang. dah tak pegi class memang la free. but its a life..tak ponteng lecture tak cool la.

for your information bile da time final year we'll flash back what we did in previous sem. rugi lah bgi org yang memonteng lecture. You pay for the fees but the knowledge you suppose to gain u xdpt. Cam one of the lecture taught me numerical method, Dr Narahari. You late you pay me. Extreme but that’s the way to teach the student how much u have to appreciate ilmu. Aaa malas nk ckp panjang sal mase…. Honestly I also bad in time management…trying soo hard to improve it.


List task completed by this week only.
1. Dissertation
2. PG proposal
3. Study for test

Although ade 3 task je. My life is like hell, rushing here and there. Bleh plak tersungkur lam longkang adei. Tido ku di dalam jaga. Everytime nk tido time tu la pikir keje tu tak siap agy, yang nie kne wat before dis date, cmne nk sedap kn ayat lam report,blah2….and the end I bgn continue my work. 3 days tido after 4 a.m and 2 days straight tk tido. Anytime I can break into pieces. Aaaaah….penat2.

Time for me to hibernate. zZZz

Quote from doctor che wan (new clinic at utp yg old school, my rumet xpuas ati with its name)

If you can’t sleep after 12 midnight, something wrong with you MAN~~

So die nk kate student utp nie ade ‘something wrong somewhere ‘ ke???

FYP

fyp is short form for Final Year Project. mine is suck!!!!!! such a boring topic. aaaaaa tension. Actually i realize my project is sooo uninteresting topic since poster presentation. my 2 evaluators doesnt want to wait and hear what im going to talk about. heeelllooo offshore structure PLUS im using SACS software. it is not a simple thing as u seen them. nk dapat graph punye la susah. i felt very frustrated + rejected + unappreciated + useless + demotivated + wasting time + very very angry with this 2 people after my presentation. trauma... maybe im not a good presenter. but please for God sake thats count for my fyp marks.
my life goes up side down after that 'tragedy'....
O God..give me strength.
ok..so enough about fyp.
aa....but still teringat. how do i want to erase this memory. :(

sgt tak best.

yuan FOCUS

LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO BE LITTLE

/me smiling


chaiyok2~

THE TEH

Dr Pornthip Rojanasunand a thai expert?? do she look like one of forensic expert? erm....not with her colored hair. hahaha.... but hey i just can salute her. she is not an ordinary pathologist. she examine the corpse and explain it in details with easiest term, concrete&simple evidences bla bla bla (please read http://themalaysianinsider.com/index.php/malaysia/40991-thai-expert-says-teohs-death-80pc-homicide)...
erm...from her explanation. i feel pity towards the murderer, his/her efforts to make the case look like a suicide is useless.

actually our body is sooo brittle. the way its crack people like her, Dr Pornthip Rojanasunand, can tell u what cause it break. either u jump or ur friend hits u hard (bad friend lolz).

2nd glance i think her hair look nice. wish i can color my hair all pink hahahha...