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i'm not philosopher. more to rationalist. not knowledgeable but yet i want to share my view.

People reaction

Kejadian..

Me: senyum lebar
A: (senyum tpi tunduk tgk lantai)
Selepas je lalu my eye still looking at her
A: senyum yg sgt menawan kt org selepas i

Terdetik di hati, why she try to avoid eye contact with me. Ape salah sy? Astagfillah bersangka baik adalah terbaik.

We learn to read ppl mind through their body gesture. Whether they hate or like us. But it is depend on us to take it personally or not... For me as long as ppl just do rolling eyes and talking bad about me..let them do as per they like. Will not give a damn

Maybe sometime our heart hurts but for how long we have to please ppl. Hehe

Selagi tidak buruk di sisi Allah, I'll be myself.

Deadly hollow

Bru tgk cite Harry porter.. Deadly hollow part 1 (kot)... Ending with elf mati.. His last word is "beautiful place there.. Happy gonna join dobly frens".

Erm what would like to be "there"..life after death

now rase macam wayang.. Seeing things happen.. My routine goes by like wind... irresistible unstoppable. Here cme to think... What we have achieved nowadays are enough to guarantee us a place in heaven?!

Dgn mengumpat nye.. I wish I jumpe dgn org yg sgtttttt baik so no need to talk bad about him/her... Gosh....

Tetibe risau... I can't imagine seksa kubur would be?...

Why wasting time in hell? Blh tahan ke? (ok cuak)...

Life after married it is not simple like... Make love den happy den ankkk...

We are just started a real life.. Tonnes of commitmentssssssss, responsibility, SACRIFICE, PATIENCE.....

Action is bigger(difficult) than words.

Ikhlas kn hati - senyum - give love n expect nothing in return.... *jump2*

Nighto

4 reasons

4 reason I choose him to be my mr right:

1. Agama
2. Harta
3. Keturunan
4. Paras rupa - eem

Other than that

1. He's not famous - then I know ppl will not judge me for what he was.
2. He respect me -
3. His patience - he give time for me to love him back
4. His attitude - a very good helper, listener and problem solver. Hes not criticism, negative , hypocrite and manipulative (note; previously i met a guy with these all attributes which drive me crazy n living in miserable...)
5. He don't know how to talk with girl - yet I know he will not flirt with any girl behind me...
8. His courage - in 2 weeks he propose me and 2 weeks later he meet my parents asking for their permission to marry me. Seriously I don't expect my dad will say yes but he did. This time I know he is the one.

Yup all the goods but he also hv weaknesses

His birthday today

He is just a happy guy when received a flower bouquet n a box of choc...

happy birthday izham...~


Ayu getting marry

Alhamdulillah Ayu dah membina masjid Dan melengkapkn separuh dri iman nya.

I'm happy for you dear.......

Feel bad bcause I was not there

Wishing u alotsa loveeeee!!!

Admitted

1st time got admitted... Sakit period cam nk beranak meraung2... Drama queen jap kt hospital Pantai...

Doctor sakit doctor... Kaaak sakit kakk..

Dush2... Kne inject pain killer....
Adoi doc.. Sye sakit lower part ubat tu xsmpai pon. Dush2... Inject lgy skali.... Dah ok.. Xtak meracau alhamdulillah

Few minutes later check bp... Nurse ckp sgt low..... I'm going to faint. Dush2... Cucuk lgy 1line kt tgn knn tuk glucose (?) kiri tuk air..

Ya Allah... Besar betul nikmat kesihatan seharian yg aku x fully utilize beribadah kpd Mu. Eventho xleh smyg dijanjikn pahala penuh but xspttnye amik mudah...

Ingat 5 perkara sebelum 5 perkara

Sihat sblm sakit
Muda sblm tua
Lapang sblm sibuk
Kaya sblm miskin
Hidup sblm mati

Astagfillahal azim

*nanges*

Sakit tuhan je tau..nurse suh diam sbb die xphm... Doc treat like cm normal bleeding sbb die laki xrase how is the PAIN... n salahkn my ovari multifunction. Sabar je.....



Jakel

Jakel ni berhantu... I won't get near to this shop lgy...! Salu kua dgn shopping bag owh noooooo..... Latest I spent almost $k

Heeee menakutkn but time beli kne bargain...harga sale tu just an old fashion trick.. Actually they just markedup the original price so that we see it as wooow sale half price tuu.. :) kne bargain smpai staff die wat muke hehehe...

Sneak Peek on my wed dress